Spiritus Sanctus
Do you not know that you were made in the image of God? You are above pride and vanities, hate and murderous thoughts and condemnations, rid yourself of these thoughts for they take root more and more in your heart, for eventually they will take mortal action which is what this god of yours wants. He is readying you for his demise and it will claim rights to you when you die. Two will be in the field one will be taken the other will be left. Be amongst the taken like a lamb to the slaughter, for the Goats will be marked for their service to he their god that taketh comfort within them.
When you pray do you pray in silence? Where do you think God resides? God is your creator He lives in us and all around us. Love all things as He does. Try and Try again and again, never give up attempting to find God. You may even see the gift of God given unto you as you become grateful for the very ability to think wise things. Do not let the enmy within take charge of you beyond return. When you feel at peace and feel love all around you, even to the extent that you love your enemies and others at whatever stage of worthiness and creation that they may be. You will have found God. Do not be blind and reserve a place for darkness in your heart where you only findeth a god thereof or become comfortable with it for he takes the form of vanity, pride, judgments, hate, irrational thinking, and other deluded communications,
No one is perfect, Sanctus, no one, we all battle with trials and tribulations, temptations and still God forgives and forgives. Keep fighting do not give up, the fighter against temptations is the Holy Spirit within and around, a part of me and a part of you. It is all around, see Him in a stranger, in all creatures. Embrace and see God in all. God wants us to try and try again and again and to never give up attempting to find Him. Pray and pray again and He will speak in a voice you may hear outside of yourself but yet like a loud thought, you will look all around and try to find it but you won't until you know it came from within yet outside yourself.
Find God and do not speak to things outside yourself like idols, subconsciously you will not believe until you see. Blest are they that have not seen yet believe. How do you believe? By faith I believe as you should. Where is faith, I can not see it but yet I feel it. Wow! Project the goodness of God, Christ and Holy Spirit to those around, advocate love and only love, if you should fail, try again and forgive and ask for it from others, if they not show onto you the same forgive them again and again until they see the light or die doing as such. You are a warrior of God fight your way out.