Dear Caminus and Spiritus
My experience began during a 100 km mtb race in Juarez Mexico near El Paso in Oct 2008. I am not dodging but referring you who seek more information and what also sounds like attempts to entrap with cognitive tests of here and now rather than intuitive questions that are timeless and inspire.
Gentlemen, my website at JRCarri.com has some links to summaries and a webpage I just created for book purposes. I put it all in a book. Yes a Hispanic surname, despite stereotypes, is capable of putting it all in a book.
Guidance, I have sought confession during which I shared this experience and some guidance from there. Men and doubt is partly my enemy and through which more doubt can be cast upon something I and I alone experienced and that I was simply determined to do. The enemy has many tricks and humanity as his vehicle to bring more doubt and false directions and yes false guidance. I want to preserve it integrity and confide where I feel comfortable. Beyond a doubt, is itself my guidance and what keeps me in check when doubt ventures in.
Just something to think about: Time is your only enemy in comparisons, things evolve and do not happen in accordance to your mental time lines whereby you presume to hold contempt and doubt of some kind. Maybe a test of cognitive intelligence, recalling what Saint Francis said on page 36 of the Little Flowers or when did Padre Pio get the stigmata, etc..., as if that would measure wisdom and intuition. My mind in writing this must remain clear and that is what I intended. The spiritual world is not tangible but felt in faith so therefore where would my guidance come from within the heart of another man who did not see and feel it. The brief experience with the Holy Spirit was real and My confessor believed it and said encouraging things as my guidance.
The book gentlemen.