Hello!
My name is Matthew, but it is also Peter, haha so its kind of a funny story- I'm not actually catholic I'm Orthodox Christian. We're very similar- our theologies are different, but I could care less, all I know is- things aren't what they seem folks. I'm looking to get in touch with someone on your boards, but my computer keeps fouling up- oh and, in regards to poetry, I will probably put some of my work up, most psalms I have written, but not really- it's a different philosophy than most people, I more or less just, write by what god wants... blah. Yada yada yada. Anyways, I'm 21, experiencing some very supernatural stuff all my life- and I just want it to end, like can't I just have some normalcy, good lord. hahahaha, oi vey folks. oi- vey. By the way for any catholics/Christians whatever, God is real. Period. It's no longer a belief, its reality. Blah. Anyways folks, if you wanna be remembered in his kingdom- go after him, don't worry about everyone else, pray unceasingly, go to confession, its not difficult. and follow the commandments, fast, all that stuff. its all so easy. By the way- pray to him from the heart and with love, he is your dad. He loves you. We're his children. I'm not gonna go any further cause a lot of this takes dispassion and I'm not dispassionate enough at the moment. Compassionate and loving, yes- dispassionate, not as much, exhausted from the battle, yes. Oh- one more thing! Life is a battle, its not a game. If your a Christian be dead serious about it, your enemy is all about you. If your not with Christ your against him. If you compromise you are going to be found wanting at the final judgment. You must all wake up before its too late. I always loved you folks too much for this crap. You do it to yourselves and you don't even know it. Oi- and I just sit there looking pretty like ay, buddy. Don't do that. Please. You don't know what your doing and it hurts the thing that loves you more than you could comprehend at the moment and if you did, it would bring tears to your eyes at the mere thought of it. Oi. Just go to Christ. Please. Just be good people! It's not hard! All the bologna, let it go. Focus on God. I could go into this way more but I won't cause you probably already think I'm nuts. But guys, the devil isn't squat if you just follow Christ. I know- its difficult. But at the same time it isn't, you must just- search yourself. Look at the bible. But above all, never give up. Ever. I think that's the biggest thing. God is love. Love, conquers all. Love endures long. Love- never fails. He will not abandon you. He will save you. Just have faith, do good things for people, be pleasant to be around, don't be too much of this or too much of that, be moderate, be radically moderate, and then eventually you'll quit idle talk, and you'll be able to pray for hours on end, without food or sleep. It's all there folks its not bologna. If you just go to god with all you are, all your troubles, all your worries, and lay them aside, for god, he provides. Like- more than what you had in mind. He knows you way better than anyone else. Anyone. Even yourself. "God is with us, understand all you nations, and submit yourselves, for god is with us." It is greater to move the hearts of your neighbor by love, than to build the highest building, to just forgive and forget, but always before sundown! It is greater to give your father that phone call, and your mother that hug. Your brother that kiss your sister that love- than worry about what this or that, things take care of themselves. Watch how you pray, what are your intentions? Change them, if you pray out of lack of faith then you pray in vain. When you pray to god, pray assuredly, for I say to you, he who asks, gains. Oi vey. Sorry. I just had to get some things off the top of my head. God is with us.