Stubborn, you are a sedevacantist stretched so far that you are no longer in league with the Sedevacantist position.
You really believe that it matters not to you personally to even hope for a pope. You believe in only your own will because it confuses you so much to admit that we do not have a Catholic pope at this time, you can not accept this fact. Therefore, you invent a scenario that it matters not to you since you can save your soul without a pope ever. Now to ease your erroneous conscience you want me or another sedevacantist to join you in your need to say, "no, no, who needs a pope anyway mind-set" That is Not Catholic.
Sorry, I have to put my personal "YOU" (as you put it aside) It is not my nature to put my will above the Will of God. Yes, there was a time in my life, when my will was more important to me than the Will of God, actually, it was when I was led into Vatican II for 20 years, from 1962 approx. till 1982, give or take a few years, when the changes were taking place and grace was leaving. If God took me at that time I would be in Hell today, however, God showed me His mercy and I pray He will show you the same mercy.
At least, I can accept the fact that today, we do not have a Catholic pope, that is something you can't face.