Well Alexandria, yesterday when I attended the funeral, father spoke so many beautiful words about Dolores. I left there with my adult daughter, and she mentioned to me half kidding, “Mom, you better write out your story and how you came to tradition, so when you pass away father will know a little about your journey”. This is uncanny that you also prompt me to write…….. hmmmm! Lol!
My note prior to this one was my awakening from a long slumber, if you know what I mean. Now that I woke up I started to see many other strange happenings. A good example would be when our pastor had a missionary priest come to talk to us; I can still remember exactly what he said, “Now that you here is the parish have seen many changes, this is another you will soon hear about, Jesus Christ was not Divine”…. I kid you not this is what he said. I actual wiggled in my pew. After Mass many people walked up to the priest and argued with him about that. I just bowed my head in disgust and went home. Every week I would come home from Church and complain to my un-catholic husband.
One day while cleaning out our closet I found my rosary and scapular in an old shoe box, all tangled up, I remember taking it out and thinking, what is wrong with me, I am suppose to wear and pray these beads, so I put the scapular on, and began praying the rosary, not for myself, but for my children.
My home always had pictures of the Saints, statues, and candles, I had a large picture of the Sacred Heart right in the middle of my living room, and it was there for years and years. One day I found the promises of the Sacred Heart and began to cry to God. Why haven’t you kept your promise to me, here I have been hanging this picture for years and where is my fervor for the faith, etc. etc. Look at my children, I am raising 6 world lings, I cried. I discovered Tan books and began to read and read, my husband asked me one day, are you having a nervous breakdown or what? No, I just want to know what is going on with my Church.
In those days, I didn’t have a computer, never heard one word about SSPX or Bishop L. or SV or any traditional movement or chapel anywhere, never heard anything about those things, all I knew was novus ordo.
Well to make a long story short, one day my un-catholic husband brought to me an article he clipped out of the newspaper and said, I think you should go to this lecture. I took the article in hand, and it said, “Come and hear from a Catholic priest, what is going on in your Church”!
This is the strange part, never in my life have I had anything supernatural happen to me PRIOR TO THIS, but when I read that it was as if my guardian angel yelled at me and said, YES GO!
So I took my 19 year old daughter and I, went to hear Father Denis speak, and it was as if I had all the pieces of the puzzle but couldn’t put it together, and after the talk, the puzzle came together for me.