So recently I heard beckman go on about “ our creation” Our creation? I don’t know about any of you but I am a good steward of God’s creation and his concerns do not seem to be with the souls entrusted to him but temporal and worldly concerns straight from the green agenda. As the movement dies politically I guess it has been handed over to the Norvos ordos to be rekindled. Our creation! Loose language, dangerous theology. The rhetoric of the green ideologues has crept into the pulpit.
But Catholics have always known: the earth is the Lord’s. We were given dominion, not ownership. We are stewards, not creators. To call the planet “our creation” is to blur the line between creature and Creator — a hallmark of modernist ideology.

🕯️ The Vineyard Parable
Christ told us of the vineyard (Matthew 21:33–41):

• The vineyard belongs to the Owner.
• The tenants are entrusted to care for it.
• When the Owner returns, He demands accountability.

How can one entrusted with the vineyard of the Church — the liturgy, the Mass, the supernatural faith — fail to preserve it, and then presume to speak of preserving the vineyard of creation? If stewardship of the liturgy collapses, stewardship of the land is hollow.

🌍 The Green Agenda’s Language
The “green agenda” often:

• Deifies nature while denying the supernatural.
• Speaks of “our creation” as if man is god.
• Uses ecological rhetoric to mask political control.

But Catholic stewardship has always been real: monasteries preserved forests, saints lived simply, farmers tilled responsibly. We did not need slogans. We had sacrament.

The vineyard is not ours. The Mass is not ours. The planet is not ours.
All belong to God. We are stewards, not creators.
When the Owner returns, He will ask:

• Did you preserve My liturgy?
• Did you guard My creation?
• Did you honor My Son?

Loose language betrays loose theology. And loose theology betrays loose stewardship.
The vineyard is betrayed. The Mass is silenced. The agenda is exposed. . And in light of all of this I just left Boston Massachusetts 6 months ago because I saw Knoxville had a Latin mass and because I now had to start my life over at 40 because I was replaced at my job by “migrants” I’m absolutely broken hearted about this and I don’t know what to do. I have just turned my life around, got off countless drugs, beat Protestantism, Americanism, and modernism after praying and reading and hitting rock bottom just to be kicked in the teeth by this change. 🤦🏼‍♂️ I suppose the answer is to fall in line. I still have not been to confession in 20 years. I’m hoping you guys can give me some encouragement and advice. I can’t move again I was all in on this move! I have to get back to the sacraments. I’m just completely discouraged by all of this.

Welcome to the Faith!  My husband's family love in TN near Knoxville.  So, we have been in your shoes while visiting them...  The SSPX in Franklin, TN is the closest reliable option.  The only other option which I am aware of is a CMRI chapel near Franklin, TN:

St. Benedict Traditional Roman Catholic Church
[color=rgba(46, 45, 45, 0.83)]1139 Hwy 231, Laceys Spring, AL 35754[/color]

https://www.stbenedictcmri.com/

If you aren't able to make the trip to Franklin in general, perhaps you could at least make it for Midnight Mass or Christmas and go to confession to at least be in a better place with God?  And then watching a live Mass when you can't make it to Mass might be a good option. We do that when we visit my husband's family or are sick. 

Maybe I’m just picking too much. How can I miss what I’ve never experienced. I suppose a reverent Latin mass is not so bad right? I should just go and stop whining. 🤷‍♂️ I appreciate the encouragement either way. Doing nothing but worry is worse than anything. This was a kick in the teeth because Boston has a beautiful Latin mass and very good priest like the one in Lawrence. I thought I could get that here and beckman kicked me and the others square in the face.

Maybe I’m just picking too much. How can I miss what I’ve never experienced. I suppose a reverent Latin mass is not so bad right? I should just go and stop whining. 🤷‍♂️ I appreciate the encouragement either way. Doing nothing but worry is worse than anything. This was a kick in the teeth because Boston has a beautiful Latin mass and very good priest like the one in Lawrence. I thought I could get that here and beckman kicked me and the others square in the face.

Have courage and just make the jump to go the Franklin if you can even if just occasionally.   I have a good friend who goes there (her husband directs the schola).  I don't think that you will regret it.  

So recently I heard beckman go on about “ our creation” Our creation? I don’t know about any of you but I am a good steward of God’s creation and his concerns do not seem to be with the souls entrusted to him but temporal and worldly concerns straight from the green agenda. As the movement dies politically I guess it has been handed over to the Norvos ordos to be rekindled. Our creation! Loose language, dangerous theology. The rhetoric of the green ideologues has crept into the pulpit.
But Catholics have always known: the earth is the Lord’s. We were given dominion, not ownership. We are stewards, not creators. To call the planet “our creation” is to blur the line between creature and Creator — a hallmark of modernist ideology.

🕯️ The Vineyard Parable
Christ told us of the vineyard (Matthew 21:33–41):

• The vineyard belongs to the Owner.
• The tenants are entrusted to care for it.
• When the Owner returns, He demands accountability.

How can one entrusted with the vineyard of the Church — the liturgy, the Mass, the supernatural faith — fail to preserve it, and then presume to speak of preserving the vineyard of creation? If stewardship of the liturgy collapses, stewardship of the land is hollow.

🌍 The Green Agenda’s Language
The “green agenda” often:

• Deifies nature while denying the supernatural.
• Speaks of “our creation” as if man is god.
• Uses ecological rhetoric to mask political control.

But Catholic stewardship has always been real: monasteries preserved forests, saints lived simply, farmers tilled responsibly. We did not need slogans. We had sacrament.

The vineyard is not ours. The Mass is not ours. The planet is not ours.
All belong to God. We are stewards, not creators.
When the Owner returns, He will ask:

• Did you preserve My liturgy?
• Did you guard My creation?
• Did you honor My Son?

Loose language betrays loose theology. And loose theology betrays loose stewardship.
The vineyard is betrayed. The Mass is silenced. The agenda is exposed. . And in light of all of this I just left Boston Massachusetts 6 months ago because I saw Knoxville had a Latin mass and because I now had to start my life over at 40 because I was replaced at my job by “migrants” I’m absolutely broken hearted about this and I don’t know what to do. I have just turned my life around, got off countless drugs, beat Protestantism, Americanism, and modernism after praying and reading and hitting rock bottom just to be kicked in the teeth by this change. 🤦🏼‍♂️ I suppose the answer is to fall in line. I still have not been to confession in 20 years. I’m hoping you guys can give me some encouragement and advice. I can’t move again I was all in on this move! I have to get back to the sacraments. I’m just completely discouraged by all of this.

I'm confused. 

What exactly did you move to Knoxville for?

Mass where? Novus ordo? Indult? SSPX?

Why Knoxville?

I'm confused.

What exactly did you move to Knoxville for?

Mass where? Novus ordo? Indult? SSPX?

Why Knoxville?

I had the opportunity to move in with good friends here and it has become mass exodus of disenfranchised people fleeing the so called sanctuary states after being replaced at our long held jobs by the “migrants”. Honestly I know more people in Knoxville from New York Massachusetts and California than I do Tennessee residents. The struggle is real. It’s been going on for a while. I was raised in a Catholic town In upstate ny fort Edward specifically where we were blessed with a pedophile priest from Massachusetts so my formation was slim to say the least. I fled to Boston which was great for 15 years and it just went completely mad. I can’t even tell you half the madness I saw in that city from the zombies on mass and cass to the just massive numbers of foreigners we brought in. Homeless tripled, violence tripled, break ins tripled. I was locked in loaded in my apartment during the summer of love last Trump administration. That was cute. The rats tripled because the new communist mayor from Chicago decided rats have rights. I wish I was making that up. It went mad. They wanted us to register magazines for our firearms, or risk being a felon, I lost my job and I lost it. I trained my replacements. I never thought it would happen but it did and I bolted. So I looked in Knoxville said wonderful Latin mass good communities land! And I got everything but the Latin mass. As soon as I got here they canned it.

Thanks for the reply.
I'm typing on a phone. Horrible. Will reply tomorrow from proper keyboard.
In the meantime, I'll be praying for you.

Thank you if you can point me to someone who could steer me in the right direction it would be much appreciated! 

I think your options have pretty much been pointed out in this thread.

It seems to me that your journey to God is still very young; and that you have much to learn about the Faith and vatican ii. Your move has placed you in a very difficult position. Perhaps, in a sense, you launched before you navigated a proper course. Nevertheless, getting out of Boston was a good plan, and landing in Tennessee may have been Divine Providence.

Someone in this thread recommended you do a general confession with a validly ordained priest ASAP. That is absolutely step one. Note the qualifier - validly ordained. That is of immense importance.

I recommended Fr. Oswalt (ordained by Bp. Pivarunas) because he may be able to meet you a little closer to where you live. I know he has driven to help others in need. His number was posted in this thread. He could help you understand a few things, and then you would have more information upon which to base future decisions.

After confession, the very next most important thing for you to do is study the Faith, and come to grips with the deadly evil of the novus ordo. Again, this knowledge will help lead you to make prudent decisions going forward.

Guilty as charged. Everything I’ve navigated I’ve done so my self. I’ve never been able to actually sit down with a traditional minded Catholic that actually cares about tradition. I understand these men are in high demand. I’ve never had a mentor in the faith. I’ve never had a mentor in my life haha. I understand they are few and far between and mostly secular. I listen to all the traditional outlets and I did do my research on Knoxville in all fairness and besides beckman coming in the Holy Ghost Catholic Church here was said to be an excellent option. It just doesn’t seem they care about fighting back. The letter they wrote that leaked was kind of disappointing.