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You quit on Our Lord as if He is not aware of all the wicked priests? Why do that? Don't cut off your nose to spite your face! Why allow a sorry bunch of perverts to damn your soul? If you cannot find a Mass to attend, at least pray the Rosary, your morning and evening prayers, grace before and after meals, and read the Missal on Sunday. Give alms directly to those in need if you cannot give to your local parish. You can support Fr. Chazal in Asia, Fr. Pfeiffer in the US, Bp. W. in England, Fr. Fuchs on the Continent, Dom Thomas Aquinas in S. America.
Please don't just give up! But know that if you do, Our Lord will likely pursue you!