God reads my heart and knows that, try as I have been trying, I am unable to genuinely pray for him with sincerity. I have tepidly prayed for his conversion, on occasion, but it is very hard to pray passionately for someone who seems to so actively hate the faithful priests who have brought me and others the true Mass, authentically Catholic doctrine, and authentic Catholic spirituality. It is easier for me to pray for someone who despises me, personally, than it is for me to tolerate contempt, by a priest, for a priest more faithful than he is. I find that quite evil. I am worthy of contempt, but holy priests and Religious are not.
Therefore, although I have "gone through the motions" of praying for him as part of indulgence activity, I believe I have not earned any such indulgences because my heart has not converted, and I am attached to my anger toward him.