Mr. Kopsho,
You seem very ignorant of the Faith. If you reject Communion just because you couldn't drink from a chalice, you deny the doctrine that God is Omnipresent.
God is everywhere! He is physicaly fully present in even the tiniest particle of the Eucharist, or smallest drop from the chalice. To say that receiving Communion under both species is the only right way to do so is wrong. The Holy Mother Church only gives us Communion under one species to re- inforce this truth. In "The Catechist" (I think from TAN?) there are stories of the host bleeding blood and turning into flesh (and there are plenty others in history). If we do not truly receive the Body, Blood, Soul and Divinity under one, single form in entirety, why do these things happen?
To deny this is a grave error!
Lastly, if God is Infinitely Great in all things, He loves us more then we can ever comprehend. He wants to be united to us, more then we could ever understand. Therefore, it is a grievous INGRATITUDE to avoid our Lord God and Saviour in His sacramental presence if we are in a State of Grace and able to receive! We owe Him so much that we are OBLIGED to reciprocate, and it would be offensive not to, for those who know better.