First of all, the translation is terrible, second of all, you make much of the words "mixed feelings" when the context clearly demonstrates what constitutes those "mixed feelings" which contain not a mixture of good and bad, but various bad impressions. It's evident that you've got a bone to pick and you'll spare no effort to insult and deride Bishop Fellay whether it be by means of innuendo or simply outright malice. You, sir, have a bad attitude and you are not helping the SSPX or the Church at all. In fact, your little campaigns are causing more harm to an already bad situation. This fact has apparently eluded you while you busy yourself with self-righteous condemnations.