Like two adversaries immolating each other in a fiery crash, I think it is also time for me to take a leave of absence along with Caminus.
Although in my case I hope it is only temporary. Hence "au revoir" instead of "farewell."
I love the people here, but I do not love MYSELF when I am here. I keep falling into the sin of intemperate speech. Translation: I have a big mouth and this website is not helping.
I'm tired of the cycle of thoughtlessly posting something, and then feeling guilty afterwards. I can't take it anymore. My whole body feels like it has been through the meat-grinder of guilt. And even when I do think twice or thrice before speaking, I still make mistakes. I am doing something wrong and need to consult with Mary in silence to figure out what it is.
Not to be a sob sister. I'll probably pop in and leave brief comments in this section, the Crisis in the Church, where I have done okay. It's elsewhere that I got into trouble.
I could have left this all unsaid except that I want to put a dividing line between the "old" Raoul76 and the "new" Raoul76, when and if I return. Certain peccadilloes of mine must not be repeated.