I think we're weeks, and possibly even just days, away from a total collapse of our country, and our economy, anyway ... so I feel this might be moot.
We can see a powder keg being put into place ... with the escalating violence between ICE and the Left, and now with the rising fury regarding the Epstein files, where we're litterally a match away from the fuse being lit to blow the entire powder keg, where we'd devolve into chaos, cινιℓ ωαr, and revolution.
I expect a fαℓѕє fℓαg very soon.
But my story is very different. I do have to say that for a couple years when I was younger I wanted to be a doctor, to help people, but then after that all I ever wanted to do was to become a priest.
But OUTSIDE of thinking about the priesthood ... or religious life or similar, I did really enjoy programming from about the age of 10. Unlike yourself, I was about 10 when my dad mysteriously came home with an Atari 800 computer, with a BASIC cartridge and book, and then I subscribed to a programming magazine ... and I spent entire Summers writing programs (for lack of much else to do besides playing out in the yard, or sports with the neighborhood kids).
I did spend a couple years teaching High School, but then after that got in as a computer technician, building them for a while, then doing field service (repair) ... until I was able to get an entry-level job programming, and then it's all I've done ever since.