Did SouthernBelle's advice - a perfectly Catholic piece of advice and one that shows great spiritual maturity at that - really get 3 "thumbs down" by this crowd of rabid self-proclaimed traditionalists?
You are not in a situation to give any valid defense of your actions whatsoever, and you have not shown yourself to be in such a situation.
Um...ok, Daegus, master of the interior life. Am I supposed to humble myself before the opinion of a self-admitted hormonal teenager that found tradition just a few months ago (and admittedly, has had but limited conversation with traditional Catholics in real life; also admittedly goes to a FSSP parish and therefore cannot criticise me for doing the same) and go back to my priest and tell him that I respect the judgements of an obscure forum-poster above those of his?
Do you really need a priest to tell you that participating in the worship services of heretics is wrong? I'm actually amazed right now.
Do you really need someone to tell you that the whole thread is about how playing the organ doesn't constitute participation? I've never said that active participation is OK. Neither has my priest.
I didn't want to bring this up, but being that the priest he asked was part of the pro-Vatican II FSSP, this is definitely a red flag.
Who told you that the FSSP is pro-Vatican II? Whatever that means anyhow. And haven't I already said that this priest is neither pro-novus ordo (duh - why would be enter the FSSP if he was) or pro-Protestant?
Sometimes people on the internet actually have more knowledge than a priest.
Did you really just say that? You are willing to trust an anonymous source on the Internet rather than the council of a priest that has spent 7 years in the seminary? Your post reeks of the hellish arrogance that some people get after sitting behind their monitors reading about "the Crisis in the church" and fancy themselves learned in subjects that were formerely pursued only by holy priests and religious. It would harldy be surprising if you were among those new to tradition that has almost no communication with real (not online) traditional Catholics and lacks the social ability to even associate with them apart from behind the veil of the Internet- where you are free to shoot off your mouth without consequence.
Sometimes a priest may be in error because of ignorance, but most priests who would approve of indifferentist behavior would just be following the lead of their hierarchy and ostensible Pope in ignoring the traditions of moral theology.
While there is verity in this, in this particular case - it is not.
You should follow your priest's advice, rather than relying on the internet. While many people have good intentions, their "experience" in moral theology often consists of nothing more than a good search engine, or a Catholic book or two. Soliciting advice in the absence of a good traditional priest is one thing, but it is not necessary when you have already spoken to one.
If you are doing this job for necessary income, pray to God to help you find another one that stresses you less. Otherwise, quit. Something doesn't have to be sinful in order for it to be "not right" for you.
Thank you. Apparently some of the posters here assume that I take some take joy in this occupation and am not forced into it by factors that will remain undisclosed. At any rate, I ultimately will cease any current functions I have in the said church(es) by late next year -perhaps even earlier. Upon which I hope to wash my hands of the whole matter and find employment at a traditional Catholic chapel; it is no small disappointment for a musician to be unable to employ his talent for the glory of God. I would play for a tradtitional church even if no pay was offered.
And if someone truly believes me wrong - than pray for my soul and that of the priest that I have mentioend.