What I'm thinking of is what seems to be the main idea in the 1993 zombie romance comedy movie, "My Boyfriend is Back." The main character has been obsessed with the same girl, since the 1st grade. By the time he's a teenager, he lusts for her constantly. However, she's completely out of his reach. She's the kind of a girl who'd be prom queen and he's the kind of a guy who could never be prom king, without some sort of "affirmative action." So, they don't "belong" together. But, in order to get her, he gives up his life, comes back from the dead and then eats a living person (although technically the guy was already dead, so not murder, but still cannibalism). The gist seems to be, he's willing to do anything to have her. The reason that's given for that is that he loves her so much. That's supposed to make it all o.k., but I keep wondering, shouldn't he love God more, than this girl. And if he did, wouldn't he be unwilling to do unnatural things to get what he wants.