Dear Victim of the SSPX, since no one else will say it, I will. You must have been off your medication for a while now, or else it needs to be adjusted. Either that, or you need more than just the St Benedict medal on your avatar. I have no doubt that you were hurt by people at your chapel, but some of that might be the result of false perceptions due to your disability. Spewing your hatred at us here does no good for you, it only makes you worse. See your doctor. And a priest. I'm not trying to be mean and judgemental, I really want you to feel better and get back into a state of grace. Extra prayer for you tonight, 1MT.