So I went to confession for the first time in 3 years and guess what. The priest condemned me to eternal unspeakable torture in his beliefs for my posts on cathninfo. He denied me the sacrament and said im banned from the sspx presumably for life.
So I go to hell for what I said on a forum ( which was true anyway).
I lied about thinking about going back to practicing this jewish religion. I lost it long ago thanks to my bad experiences.
I was right to view any tolerance I have for this religion as an inroad which malicious narcissistic bullies use to get into my psyche and exert control and do damage from within.
After being driven to the brink of death by the hatred of catholics, and being betrayed by all, I seen it as a false religion, thriving on peoples vanity and self delusion, modern day slavery to the priest class, etc.
If I post on this forum it will only be to ridicule catholicism.
I am never going back to it, ever.
People will find fault with my posts or language, which is insufficient to convey the purity of resentment i have at this entire religion which i was once deceived by.
Yet my resentment at catholicism and christianity in general will never end. I will use whatever force is in me as an individual to destroy the catholic church and i will get my own back against all bigots and abusers.
So Im done with religion. I leave with a bitter taste in my mouth.
And i will work every day to lay the foundations of my revenge against those bastards.
I feel sorry for all you stuck in confusion in the grips of the delusions to this cult and loyalties to other confused people,
but more worthy people than you will be my friends and allies and my victory for now will be to leave you all to wollow in that dark world. I know what it is like for you in that dark world, and that is why i dont believe your laugh is genuine.
I know what emptiness and frustration and misery catholics have, along with paranoia and conspiracies and other things,
but although i feel sorry for them, I will still destroy them.
To entertain your madness any further is to let twisted sickophants play havok in my brain.
Im gone, but be assured, I will destroy you if I get the chance.