Discern this vocational question in a simple manner.
First of all you do not owe ANY debt. The Zionist have tricked you and have created this imaginary debt to keep you enslaved.
Keep all money issues, too many liberal women issues, screaming children in church, and all material things out of the decision.
oops. I didn't finish. Clicked the reply too soon.
Anyhow, like a child naturally gravitates to the truth, so can you.
What does a child do when he has a decision to make? He runs to his/her mother.
The child knows his mother will stop everything she is doing and listen to him/her. The mother's instructions will always be the truth.
She is waiting for you to ask. When you are contemplating this decision begin with the Rosary, and Hobbledehoy has listed several Canicles to Mary on the "Miscellany.. " thread.
Here is one. Doesn't have to do with the discernment, but I think Our Lady would like it.
A CANTICLE LIKE THAT OF MOSES (DEUT. XXXII)
Hear ye, heavens, what I shall speak of Mary: let the earth hear the word of my mouth.
Magnify her together with me: and let us exalt her name forever and ever.
O wicked and perverse generation: acknowledge our Lady for thy salvatrix.
She is not thy mother, who hath possessed thee: and generated thee in faith?
If thou leavest her, thou art not the friend of the supreme Caesar: for without He will not save thee.
Would that thou couldst understand, and be wise: and provide for thy last end!
As an infant without a nurse cannot live: so thou canst not have salvation without Our Lady.
Let thy soul thirst for her, hold her, and do not let her go: until she has blessed thee.
Let thy mouth be filled with thy praises: sing her magnificence the whole day long.
Glory Be To The Father, etc.
Don't let the worldly smoke screens get in your way,
Sheep