Author Topic: Must I beg forgiveness? (Read 2314 times)

spouse of Jesus · « **Reply #15 on:** July 17, 2009, 03:34:52 AM »

From the time I was 6 I wanted to be a holy one. I prayed alot, I used to read koran alot, I knew many hadiths by heart. But... great was my sorrows when I learned that Allah didn't want my heart he wanted my sex.
You all know that every catholic is a solider,
and that it is very hard sometimes.but a woman in islam is not a soldier(I mean a spiritual one) her only duty is to give birth to men to male children,and feed them. Catholics,men or women catholics have a duty to acquire virtues and adrorn their souls with them. but in islam it is not a case a woman's sanctity is to sit before a miror and adorn her face with "Kezab","vasmah" etc. then wear sth beautiful and go to her man(who is a soldier of allah) and say "hello my master well come back home" and it is all .to be nobody just a sex object (albeit in a so called lawful marriage)is very easy. if I wanted ease I would not risk my life and choose catholicism.
why ?why I choose christianity?because I wanted to worship some one who gazes upon my soul and heart not upon my womb and chest.
if you want you can read the history of shiite female saints.you will see that many of that women are considered holy just because their sons and husbands were imams.not because they were holy themselves.
suddenly at the age of 14 I beggan to beg my father to let me visit a church, I still wonder how did this thought come to my mind? We went to a church that was converted into a museum and then.... I was overcome by strange feelings... I wanted to cry yet I couldn't. I felt it was so majestic... Then I kissed the ground.
When I beggan to read lives of female saints, I was greatly astonished that God loved them for their own sake.

My dad is actually a liberal moslem, he loves the wine, though he says his prayers regularly.
kinda V2 moslem... Just kidding!

spouse of Jesus · « **Reply #16 on:** July 17, 2009, 03:41:20 AM »

I wrote these lines both to answer you and to prove to many others that I didn't convert from a hard religion to an easy one, it is vise versa.

I learned about Tradition by internet. Tradition is simply catholism. v2 is idolatry.

Now I enjoy feeling human... I love purity of Gosple, the fact that Jesus is a virgin, and didn't have harem. I love it...
a thousand kisses to you my dear Jesus!
and then thosand acts of adoration!

Vladimir · « **Reply #17 on:** July 17, 2009, 10:39:50 AM »

Islam is easily shown to be a false religion. Mahomet was clearly possessed by Satan, and the fruits of his false religion is proof.

parentsfortruth · « **Reply #18 on:** July 19, 2009, 09:58:53 AM »

I think she knows that, but she comes from a moslem country, and she's converted, by the incomprehensible grace of God.

Hang in there, spouse. If anyone here had to worry about their life because of there faith, it would be you.

spouse of Jesus · « **Reply #19 on:** July 19, 2009, 01:50:02 PM »

that incomprehensible grace was always here. God has shown me many blessings. I escaped the danger of death more than once in my childhood. It was a big chance of my being born handicapted. My mother was once speaking about her terrible pregnancy with me, she said that if I were a male fetus, I would be born a eunuch. Add to this the risk of being born blind, mentaly retarded or dead!
I have nothing supernatural, but this natural that I have, I owe to Jesus.