It's getting bad, my friends. I don't know how much longer it's going to be before the great chastisement. I can't go into the city without feeling pity or sorrow for all I come by. Even the conciliar-catholics, on Ash Wednesday I went shopping and a few old women with ashes on their heads seemed to be completely shocked by me, had a look of fear and turned around. I had no ashes, was wearing my rosary.
I don't think about anything besides the material usually, and my material worship of God, I think it's safe to say as one of the only Catholics in my state I frighten people spiritually. I dare not make a false presumption about the spiritual realm, but I can't see why else these weird things would happen.
People say weird things to put false ideas in my head and sabotage me. I've had my own cousin, who's 31, and her friends of similar ages tell me I'm going to "have a baby and not be prepared for it" That was shortly after asking me if I had a girlfriend. After I said no, I'm waiting for marriage, I want a wife, not a baby mom, they responded "It'll happen." I was trying to enjoy myself on a pontoon boat, what weirdos.
Besides that, women and young girls are all creeps, being a good looking man isn't the win you may think it is anymore, perhaps it used to be in the middle ages when a Catholic beautiful woman would want you to marry her, but that's not the case anymore, beautiful women are perverts. Unclean party girls. Will lie about their religion, their lifestyle, their physicality to get close to you.
There are no places to work that won't harm me spiritually, no places to go that don't affect me slightly after being to them, nothing that I can call "home" anymore. Everyone is selling themselves out, selling out their land, country, and families. To the point where the only "authentic" old Americana is in a highway Cracker Barrel. That'll only last as long as the boomers, to keep them sedated. Head to Cracker Barrel though for decent food and 1990s prices, can't give the boomers a heart attack once they open the menu.
I'm writing this all to say it's not any better as a young man, this is the worst time in the past 500 years to be a young man outside of war times. The only benefit I'd say is that I'm leagues above other men, who are sick and diseased, thanks to my God given attributes, and following his teachings, but I don't want to be. What is it good for? I truly wish more men were like me, ate good, cared about themselves and others, treated themselves and others with well earned respect, and lifted weights. No men do these things that I know of, my only friends are long distance ones in South America, God bless them, because I have every guy trying to be my friend older and younger but I can't. After trying for several years I realize that unless God puts it in my heart, I shouldn't be friends with most people.
Younger guys don't listen to me, they say "yeah, that's really good, and that's deep man" but never apply it. Older guys are geeks. Women are done, perverts to attractive men and bad role models to young girls in society.
There is nothing to do anymore except pray the rosary and lift weights, and I am totally fine with that.
God save us.