I have a history with the occult, with dope, and other things. Long story short, but still miraculously and lovingly, Mary rescued me and gave me the True Faith when my heart was hardened since I was a teenager. I was at the least heavily opressed by the diabolical for the greater part of my teenage years. They were very dark times.
What are folks thoughts on spiritual warfare, especially regarding someone with a past in the occult. I am a new convert but am a Catholic for life, no question about it. I am only now, by the Grace I've been granted, getting my life together and totally surrendering to Our Lord. I have begun using the prayers of the Auxilium Christianorum.
I mentioned these prayers to a Catholic with some similar experiences and she told me to stay away from reading anything about demons, satan, or exorcism at all costs. But I feel that part of duty as a Catholic is waging spiritual warfare with the Communion of Saints and arming myself against the principalities of darkness, and doing as St. Paul said. The said Catholics reason to ignore everything but Jesus and Love is that I will become obsessed with it and becoming oppressed yet again by the diabolical.
I'd like anyone's thoughts on my situation, their experiences, and on spiritual warfare in general. I am spending most of my free time praying and studying. I am very serious about working for my own salvation and the salvation of others.
I am going to be talking with a Traditional Priest about these things as soon as possible.
Thank you
-John