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I backslid on my faith last year and came back properly April 2020 confessed and gave up t.v, social media etc


My worry is that Jesus has returned in secret
Many people are having dreams he came back January

I've relooked at scripture and it all points to him coming back in secret

It also talks about there being no sacrifice for three years Hosea 3, Daniel 12, that people will be marked with 666 during the anti Christ reign - so how does that work with confession

It talks about the day of the lord being marked with a blood moon and the sign appearing in the heavens ( the sky) we are seeing lots of strange skies at the moment and the sun is much brighter

Katherine Emmerich even talks about the sacrifice being taken away in mass and the host not rising. now doesn't that go hand in hand with sin?

Please don't have a go at me for posting this again. But it's eating me alive and having an impact on my family, the thought of going to hell for all eternity ( I know it's my fault for not being ready)

But I feel like my years of rosaries have been in vain

Any help, advice support appreciated.

We’ve responded to you before.  Both Scripture and unanimous Tradition hold that the Second Coming will coincide with the end of the world and that it’ll be known by all and apparent to all ... not secret.  But despite that you refuse to let go of your own private interpretation.  This comes from a deep narcissism on your part.  Stop worrying about your fate and be concerned instead about loving God and pleasing Him, and your fate will simply take care of itself.  Love God and tell Him you accept whatever He wills for you.  Only then will you have any peace.  But if all you care about is whether you’ll be saved, since none of us can know that, then you will end up in an asylum.

Talk to God and tell Him:  “I love You and want to please You.  If it pleases You to condemn me, then I accept Your decision and glorify Your Justice and Your Goodness.  Even if I am condemned, I ask only that You let me love You for all eternity.”

What Ladislaus said.

You don't need to be a theologian to check in with your Sensus Catholicus and know that Jesus Christ will not be hidden when He returns.  Not only does the Church teach that His return will be quite public, ahem, but reason should also tell you that there would be no logic to His secrecy.  

Just kind of a side point, not totally on topic, but tangential:  Your life may be different, and the lives of others on this forum -- from mine.  But there has not been a single instance of God sending me any kind of a message about me or my life that has been delivered subtly.  It's usually a very visible Two By Four.