You say that you have already told him, so he already knows.
I second s2srea's advice. You need to seek the counsel of a Traditional Catholic priest and avoid MHFM. Beware of scruples and that is exactly what you are going to get by watching MHFM's videos and reading their literature. The devil loves to put scruples into the minds of Catholics because he knows that if he can get you to despair, he has a better chance of dragging you to your eternal damnation.
As the old proverb says, "He who teaches himself hath a fool for a teacher", and I would change that to "He who counsels himself, has a fool for a counselor". Now, granted, if a Catholic has had a good foundation in Catholic teaching, he will be able to trust his instincts (conscience) better than if he did not have a good Catholic foundation, but even then, there are many times where a Catholic particularly in our day and time should seek a priest's counsel AND if you are not going to confession regularly, you are keeping yourself needlessly and dangerously in harm's way!
If my memory serves me correctly, you are far away from a priest, but if that is the case, it is no excuse since you are a phone call or email away from a priest.
Also, if you don't yet have a copy of "My Catholic Faith" by Bishop Louis La Ravoire Morrow, pick one up. We used this with our kids when they were growing up and I've reached for it many times when I needed to look something up. You can find one new for about $40.00 or look on Amazon or other internet sites for used books. :reading:
While you are waiting for the book to arrive, pick up the phone and call a priest. Best wishes to you. You are in my prayers.