I want to see Column A so I can repent of it.

If Our Lord sees anything in Column B, that is fine, but I think I usually do not need to see it.  If I do, or think I do, I'm probably back in Column A.

And remember what Our Lord said about the inside and the outside of the cup.  A preoccupation with externals can mask a horrible inner state.

Matthew banned him, thank God.

Your biological sex is an immutable ontological reality, Impy. Nothing on earth that you or your knife-happy Yehudim doctors butchers do will change that.

The accidents of a sex can be superficially surgically imitated (very poorly, as your old avatar proved), but they cannot be transubstantiated.

Forget about "Column A." Repent of your sodomy, your hatred of Natural Law, your production and dissemination of pornography, and - worst of all - your diabolically scandalous attempts to convince ignorant Catholics that these wicked evils are somehow acceptable - or even commendable - in the eyes of the Church.

Confess these very real evils to a real Catholic priest who, if he really is a real Catholic priest, will no doubt give you this very reasonable bit of advice - Stay as far away from computers connected to the internet as possible.