I hope that you return Ben. Even if you end up going FSSP instead of SSPX, you'll be a real priest, and a servant of Our Lord. I imagine that a lot of priests visit this forum and I think reading these posts can do nothing short of broadening one's perspective on the crisis in the Church.
By the way, many, if not most of us, have families who disapprove of our decisions to become traditionalists. This is a question of discernment, just as is your vocation to the priesthood. Very different from what motivates other people to convert to a religion. Conversion to the One True Faith comes from supernatural discernment. It comes necessarily with sacrifice. People convert to other religions for all sorts of reasons, but never due to discernment. We have no earthly motivators to draw us to traditionalism. It does not help us politically, financially, or socially to do so. We came here because of the Holy Ghost. Just so that you understand the difference. That being said, I'm sure you'll be back. God bless and good luck with your studies.