Never mind all this "I have a crisis of faith" nonsense.
I don't want to sound uncharitable, but you're NOT having a crisis of faith.
A CRISIS of FAITH is when you are believing and PRACTICING WHAT YOU BELIEVE, and yet struggles and circuмstances make it seem as though you're not making it, or you're wasting your time.
What you do fairly regularly on here is act totally counter to the Faith by going and reading stupid garbage webpages that you ALREADY KNOW ARE FORBIDDEN FOR CATHOLICS TO READ. These idiotic pages are promoting Satanic pagan religions and all sorts of spiritually DANGEROUS trash.
You're looking to stir up trouble because you're asking other Catholics to look at these things.
REALITY CHECK: If something wasn't promulgated by Holy Church according to Her immemorial TRADITION, it is FORBIDDEN FOR CATHOLICS TO READ OR HAVE ANY CONTACT WITH.
FORBIDDEN means don't ask a Catholic to look at it, read it, figure it out, disprove it or argue against it.
Our Mother the Church didn't SAY IT, so it is FALSE DEMONIC FILTH. End of story.
Would you ask a fellow Catholic to look at pornography with you? Would you take a fellow Catholic to a place of gutter morality (or absence of any morality) because you were having a "crisis"?
A crisis is when you're ABOUT to do something and you cry out for help. A crisis is when you've committed a sin and now you're repentant and you ask for prayer and the counsel of a priest.
Stop lying to the people on this board. You say the nearest priest is far from you. Have these priests no EMAIL? How about TELEPHONES? Are there no CARS, TRAINS, BUSES or TAXIS anywhere near you?
What if you needed to go to an EMERGENCY ROOM and it was far away? Would you not FIND a way to get there? Find someone to help you get there?
No, you're acting like a drug addict who is taking their drugs, getting messed up and then saying "here; take this drug and see if you can stay sober and unaffected by it."
The "illegal drug" of the Catholic is NON-CATHOLIC FALSE RELIGION. Writings, movies, whatever they are.
You are being disingenuous when you say you're having a crisis. That's bull.
You're going to these websites, reading them thoroughly enough to bring your so-called faith into question, and then asking Catholics who are working on their salvation to interact with devilish, soul-damning crap.
Knock off the "poor me" routine. You've been told time and again NOT TO GO TO THOSE STUPID SITES. You're bringing your fake "crisis" on yourself.
STOP. STOP. STOP.
GO SEE A PRIEST. WALK IF YOU HAVE TO.
What priest, if you called them and had a true crisis, wouldn't HELP you get to them, or come to you? I find it impossible to believe that a true shepherd of Christ's flock would not make EVERY effort to fight for your soul.
Every time you bring up another one of those threads, or you answer to them in ANY way except to go see a priest, I will continue to publicly call for you to be banned from here. You are endangering the souls of others by advertising that trash.
St. Michael, Archangel, defend us.
St. Anthony of Padua, hammer of heretics, terror of Hell, pray for us.
Immaculate Heart of Mary, triumph soon!
Most Sacred Heart of Jesus, have mercy on us.