@Spouse of Jesus: The description of a child you have given me makes me even more curious now. Does this description apply to my childhood understanding or does this description apply even now to this present day? If it applies to this present day then I have more questions for you:
So Are You saying that I am supposed to caught in this Limbo State of Second Guessing Myself?
That I am
not to supposed to desire anything, have a passion for anything, have some type of confidence, or that I am
not supposed to be assertive?
That I am supposed to be weak-willed, docile, and non-responsive toward life and the various situations I go through?
More specifically, for the analogy you have given me, are you trying to say that I must accept this Limbo State of Second Guessing Myself? I must accept the state of apathy toward life and passivity toward life? That I must accept being a weak-willed, docile, and non-responsive person toward life and the various desires that I may have and situations that I go through? Because, from your message I am receiving an implication, that if a parents holds a squirming 3 Year old it would be nice if the child stopped moving and was at peace, but that would imply a "Yes" to the questions I have asked in this reply.