Amariec,
I would remind you not to form your moral values on the opinions of strangers on an Internet forum. Many people with addictions, whether to drugs, alcohol, sex, pornography, wild parties, etc., will find convoluted ways to defend those addictions so that they don't have to feel guilty about not giving them up. The fact is that any activity that you undertake should have as its only purpose that of serving God. After all, that's what this is all about. Serving and pleasing God because you love Him as your Creator and your Father and because you want to join Him and all His Angels and Saints in Heaven.
Examine the use of marijuana or any other stupefactant drug. In what way are you serving God by using it? Could you not find a better use of your time and money? Certainly you could think of many more activities that would please God and show your love for Him.
Think about the money you might spend for that drug. Where does that money go? First, it goes to the dealer. The dealer is a person who is by definition committing an illegal activity--the sale of an illegal drug. By being his customer, you are aiding and abetting his criminality, leading him further into sin and putting him in danger of arrest or being murdered over territory or money. From the dealer your money goes to a supplier, probably a street gang or mafia which deals in other illegal activities such as hard drugs, gun-running or human trafficking. By purchasing marijuana, you are contributing to those activities, too. If you want to see how much harm those gangs and mafias do, read in the news about what's happening down in Mexico. 6000 dead so far just this year in the fighting over controlling the drug traffic. Score an ounce of pot and you just bought part of that "action." Then we get down to the actual farmers who grow the stuff. They are also engaged in a dangerous and illegal activity which you are encouraging by buying their product.
Now let's look at the actual effects of marijuana use. Here's an article from a well-known science website:
http://health.howstuffworks.com/marijuana3.htmOne section starts with:
Cannabinoid receptors are activated by a neurotransmitter called anandamide. Anandamide belongs to a group of chemicals called cannabinoids. THC is also a cannabinoid chemical. THC mimics the actions of anandamide, meaning that THC binds with cannabinoid receptors and activates neurons, which causes adverse effects on the mind and body.It continues with a list of those adverse effects:
Problems with memory and learning
Distorted perception
Difficulty with thinking and problem solving
Loss of coordination
Increased heart rate
Anxiety, paranoia and panic attacks Obviously marijuana is harmful. Why would you want to deliberately harm yourself? This is contrary to what St. Paul tells us in 1 Corinthians 6,19:
Or know you not that your members are the temple of the Holy Ghost, who is in you, whom you have from God: and you are not your own? Would you want to harm the temple of the Holy Ghost?
Earlier in the same chapter (ver. 10) Paul states:
...nor drunkards nor railers nor extortioners shall possess the kingdom of God. In Galatians 5,19-21 he condemns the works of the flesh: ...envies, murders, drunkenness, revellings, and such like. Of the which I fortell you, as I have foretold to you, that they who do such things shall not obtain the kingdom of God. He continues in ver. 24:
And they that are Christ's have crucified their flesh, wth the vices and concupiscences. This means that they have put aside their worldly desires and needs for self-gratification in order to please Christ.
You do not need pot. Its effects are the same as drunkenness and stand in the way of the clear-headedness you do need in order to serve God and achieve your salvation. It is a waste of time and money and may lead others into sin and destruction. And it does damage to the temple of the Holy Ghost, of which your body is a part.
Please. Talk to a
traditional priest about this. Just because something is not a mortal sin does not mean that we should do it.
Again St. Paul, 1 Corinthians 6,12:
All things are lawful to me; but all things are not expedient. All things are lawful to me; but I will not be brought under the power of any.God bless.