My heart is really hungry. To get rid of this hunger, I used to cling to my family members. But they told me that I was too babyish and immature. The other thing that I did was to sleep, eat and talk alot. Now These actions have failed to heal me and I am really upset. I am so broken inside.
  One of you told me in a PM that I should fill that emptiness with God. I think he meant that I should love God. But Some say that to love God is to obey the commandments. How can obeying the commandments in themselves fill my heart.

For example: Thou shalt not steal, or Thou shalt not commit adultery.

They are good, holy and necessary. But IMO they cannot fill anything.

So it follows that I must make Jesus enter my heart, but how?