It won't let me reply-
Let me explain why this is a bad idea wrapped up in a lie enclosed within a self deception.
I thank you in advance for the lengthy, well reasoned post, even though I have the suspicion it might be superficial and/or rash.
Self lie #1: You're a single straight Catholic man who's "given up" on finding someone.
The truth is that you haven't given up at all and
I never said I've given up on finding someone. What I said is it is statistically very unlikely and the thought of what I rationally have to admit is very depressing.
you're desperate for female attention.
I'm desperate for companionship, not female attention. I don't want to come off as prideful or vain, but I get enough "attention" from normal wymins already.
Oddly, this
one whorefriend of mine doesn't seem that interested on the other hand.
And her attention wouldn't even be that flattering since she seems to think obese 46 year old men are "fascinating". She is a nymphomaniac after all.
By using this false pretense, you're seeking permission to have access to certain women you know you wouldn't have an excuse to be around in the first place.
Well that's true in a way, I won't deny it.
Self lie #2: You consider yourself impervious to temptations against impurity even though you have no vocation.
I never said I am or consider myself to be impervious. Just that I'm much less vulnerable to feminine lures than most.
In fact I have resisted to dozens of such lustful situation, possibly 99% of the times, over the years.
I did only
know 3 (three) women in 30 years. Out of.. I don't know, a hundred or so?
No straight man is immune to the these temptations and we must use every means available to us in order to lessen them or avoid them altogether.
I agree with you there. Of course I personally find much more innocuous to spend some afternoon time with this one lady than even spending 5 minutes chitchatting some woman I just met who's giving me the eye.
Or even looking back at some young passerby thing, evoking me fantasies of romantic escapades by the sea or a lifetime together.
ROMANTIC temptations are much more harder to resist, at least for me.
There is no buffer between you and these "whores",
You mean except restraint, logic and Faith (and in the case of this one, aesthetics, etiquette, class, age).
who by the way, are in the flower of their youth and physical beauty.
No she ain't. Number #2 is not beautiful, and also she has a bit of a mustache.
Frankly, I wouldn't even theoretically fool around with her if I were a heathen.
You might be fooling yourself, but the rest of us can see right through it!
I can see you all arrive at the same conclusions.. I'll give you that.
Self lie #3: This pseudo harlot outreach will do some good.
This is true. "Some" good will come out of it, in fact it already has.
She stopped using curse words for the most part. Also
might not get yet another tattoo.