Before I decided to give up the vice of pornography, I was addicted to this like no other. I started watching it when I was 11 years old (I'm sure that's the average age for pornography viewing, isn't it?) and it was a daily habit that I couldn't break myself out of, especially when it was accompanied by masturbation a few years later. I tried just about everything from cold turkey, to weening myself off, to even seeking advice from Protestants, but to no avail. Then I decided that enough was enough, and I found myself praying the Rosary more often.
Now, by the grace of God, it's been 2 (maybe 3) weeks since I've actually watched that filth.. But over the course of my sleep last night.. I had a scary experience. Before I went to bed, I was going to pray the Rosary as usual. Throughout doing it I simply found myself to be way too tired to even meditate on the mysteries at all, despite forcing myself, so I just gave up on it and went to sleep. During that sleep.. I don't know at what point this started happening, but I had a very explicitly pornographic dream. It was like I didn't even try to resist it. I was powerless, and it was all happening before my very eyes and I was even liking it at one point, until I realized what I had done and felt bad and then woke up, only to realize that this was a dream.
I don't understand why I had such a dream. There's no way in heaven I would so easily acquiesce to such a dream. Is this the devil attacking me? I haven't had dreams like this before, at all. I need some advice, because that really disturbed me..