I wish I could thumb up you guys advice it won’t let me…… but basically yes we have become Protestants in that sense shopping for churches. I’m offended by people I’ve never met. I was so eager for tradition and went through hell to get here. Both physically and spiritually. Just to be kicked in the teeth by the smiling bishop. I’m basing my judgements off articles I’ve read about people I’ve never met. To say the struggle isn’t real id be lying to you. I’m broken hearted over this. So how do I get myself to calm down and sit with these shepherds as a sheep left to the wolves is my issue. 😵💫 i have no detachment from it. I can’t get over it. I suppose collecting myself shutting my mouth and just jumping in is the best I can do. I mean that sincerely. I’m having trouble collecting myself enough to not
be furious at them. But I guess it’s what I have to do.
Remaining peaceful at all times is of highest importance. Agitation is from the devil and leads to sin. Be at peace always even during your own personal failures and have confidence in God.
I would drive up to 3-4hrs away as much as possible or move rather than attend an Eastern rite, mainly because I don't know much about them, but if they are schismatic, I want nothing to do with them. I'd stay away from the diocesan indult TLM as well.