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Not good enough. That is a get out of doing the right thing clause.
The parishioners have to OWN their sinful mistake.
If I go back to the chapel the superior gets lobbied by parishioners and pressurized to ban me even if I do nothing against anybody. They are obstacles to me practicing the religion.
How dare anyone hijack the chapel and run it for a select few and impose this injustice on me.
Its time they own their mistake or else I will walk away from catholcism and go to hell according to their own beliefs.
They dont care if I go to hell. They want to keep doing what they are doing. They think I give the chapel a bad image.
They only want people with money and charisma going to church. They want to pick and choose who is able to go.
But I have a soul according to their religion, which I doubt they even truly believe in.
Therefore I am worth something and I do not deserve contempt and obstructionist efforts to deny me mass and sacraments.
But I am at the point I dont even want sacraments. I hate the church now. Thanks to those responsible.
And they dont care. And they think it is cool not to care.
And they think it is fashionable amongst their peers to call people "nutjobs" and pressurize priests to punish them on their behalf.

Where do the priests stand?

The superior condemned me before he ever met me.
There was absolutely zero investigation. I was never allowed defend myself.

I could avoid the SSPX for almost a year, and everytime I reach out to make contact the priests have a different accusation to level at me, ones I had not heard before. Outrageous ones. They shout at me over the phone. They call me names most of which accuse me of bad morals, crimes, and they like using psychiatric terminology.
A culture of sensational delusions infests the SSPX surrounding me.
Their imaginations are left free to run away and concoct accusations which are instantly believed and I am punished for them.
One day it is "the police called you" FALSE
Another day it is "so you broke her window" FALSE
Another day it is "so you said this to this person" FALSE
Another day it is "So I heard you phoned this person and threatened them etc" FALSE

I could actually sue the SSPX over what they have done to me.
They know it takes money to hire legal representation and that is why they felt secure in getting away with it.
All my evidence is provided by these people themselves and their own actions condemn them.
Who are my witnesses to this? They themselves are my witnesses and evidence.

I saw their vicious cat fights when half the chapel left to join the resistance.
I saw the contempt that dwells inside them when the mask fell off.
I saw them resort to lies manipulation and pressurizing priests.
Some of them thought it was a good idea to complain and get a newly constructed resistance chapel shut down on fire safety grounds despite it taking money to build. They wanted the people who left to have no choice but to come grovelling back.
They do the same to me. They want me to self censor and cover up what they did to me so that if I question anything they can collectively pull strings to get me banned even if I do nothing.

Why do I have to be the one doing all the reaching out to my former abusers?
Why am I the one making the phone calls and emails. They claim to be the catholics so why dont they try save my soul?
Why am I doing all the work and getting the door slammed in my face and ridicule every time from these frauds.
Why do I have to appeal to the religion to get them to lift their boycott of me so that I can go to church without being banned for practicing the religion. The only reason I contact people is because of this very pressure they put on priests to ban me for life without any opportunity to return thus condemning me to hell. And for what, sending a text with the F off word in it? To someone who ranted at me over the phone with anger and threats.
You try to destroy peoples lives then claim you are shocked when they get angry and rebuke you?
Bullies who scream in agony as they hit their victim? Typical leftist tactics from catholic hypocrites.

I know I will be banned but my resentment will continue for the rest of my life.
There is no way back to the church because some pharisees obstruct me.
Fair enough. Your peers mean more than my soul.
My contempt is wrong yet your contempt is virtuous? Why? Because Im the scapegoat?
Get real. I wont tolerate the life of misery and persecution the church offers to me.
I will live my life and be happy and I will remove negative influences from my life and that means Catholics.
Who needs that poison in their life. What have they got to offer but hate and misery.

soulguard?

I type the following in the most serious mood.
I know a ban is inevitable, but I voiced my side of the story in the form of questions my enemies wont dare to answer.
As a result of this ban, and the boycott from all bigoted parishioners, I will walk away from the catholic faith,
never to return, never to make any more heroic efforts to reach out to bigots against me.
I will sin whenever I feel like, vote against the church in referendums and elections.
I will blacken the name of all who uphold the sspx amongst my circles as you did to me.
I will do this and much more, until my pain is cured by seeing my retribution fall on your heads.
How dare I be thrown out of the catholic church. How dare you people put me through this ordeal.
How dare you boycott me. How dare you refuse to dignify me with an apology.
Yes you will press that button, and cite my posts as reason.
But the true reason is that what I report opens a can of worms and I was correct to state that Im the scapegoat.
I should have called myself "Victim of Bigots".
Go ahead and press that button if you wish to silence a victim, yet know that in doing so you are terminating my only way to see a miraculous apology from those bigots who persecuted me, which is the only way to save my soul.
I cannot practice the religion unless they show repentance and unless they cease their politcal efforts to get me banned from the sspx for life. At present the priests dismiss their allegations for lack of evidence and falsehoods.
The priests know what the parishioners are like, and the parishioners presently make the priests lives miserable.
They have gone too far and gotten their own way for too long.
When they invoke Griego I am condemned for sure, that guy condemns me without investigation and I know it,
therefore I see no harm posting on this forum. Damned if I do damned if I dont.
What I say is important. If you press that button then that is the nail in the coffin of my efforts to solve the problem.
You want your chapel only for a select few? Fine. Push the button.
I will go to hell, but if ye cared about my soul none of this would have happened in the first place now would it?
I will expose those responsible in the end. Laugh while you can and forget about me.
I will break your hearts of stone in the future and inflict a scar that will haunt you.
Victims have a voice and I will make my voice heard in a way no one can censor.