Did St. Thomas say he had "trepidations" abou this subject? I don't recall that.
Not exactly in those words. More a distinct impression.
I'm hardly an expert, although you get a sense reading people. On some subjects he's "jazzy", free, confident, but on others he's very constrained, less free with his expressions, like walking on a frozen pond. He needs to, because "right order, right reason" those are the next steps.
You are probably aware of this, and it saddens me because, like with the other arts, you don't see the very deliberate, eminently reasonable organization of a truly good, truly, through and through, Catholic mind any more.
It's that apologetic, that polemic again. We're all getting dumber. We're a bunch of yokels trying to grasp what far better minds of far better times are trying to give us.
Sin really does darken, you know? Looking to the past, ecclesial and otherwise, shows that starkly if we only pay attention.
Anyway blah blah blah. Perspective check and warning. I barely cleared high school man, and I rarely did homework so mind you don't mind the mindless.