I'm not wading through that.
Not so much "what", as "why"?
Again, not playing shrink here, just things to note if you care to. You seem like a pretty savvy cat. I hate spelling things out because that's just more bias.
On the other hand, there is the power of suggestion, but I figure you'll weigh what you read, and not assume either way.
The "what" is pretty revealing as well, but I'm with you; frankly, it's tiresome.