Almost two years ago, maybe a year ago, my husband got a vasectomy. I begged, I prayed, I pleaded, I remained quite with hope. He still did it. I use to pride myself on being able to get over things easily with Gods help. I caught he watching porn? Fine, I’m over it in a day. He’d break my trust talking with his ex? Fine, I forgive you. It wouldn’t affect our intimacy. I’d find a spiritual healing in it knowing we were fulfilling Gods plan. Now, I can’t find it. I feel empty, and instead of being happy my husband is attracted to me, desires me, and want to be with me. I find it a chore. I don’t know what to do. He refuses to get it undone because he has plans for us... he wants to travel with me, and spoil me... I wanted him to spoil me with babies. I also find that his disconnect with God is causing an even bigger disconnect with us. Please, I love him. I never would leave, and he hasn’t my heart. I’m asking for prayers, and suggestions. How do I get over this? How do I let this go, and let God handle it?