This guy reminds me of friends I used to have. Which is concerning because I'm 17. I hope you aren't too much older.
Do what you need for practical purposes. I cut my hair because it's hot. You are too wrapped up in identity to function.
I'm a long-haired country boy but White Skinhead Nationalism is a lifestyle not some superficial identity that can be assumed or changed on a whim. You're too wrapped up in wrong assumptions to socially function.
Rock out WSN, brah.