With trepidation, I create this post tonight, unable to sleep and needing to get up for work tomorrow.
I have attended Assumption chapel for almost 17 years and been successfully able to remain aloof from social interaction, by choice.
Within the last week a very terrible event has occurred in my life that has left me emotionally devastated; it feels like a nuclear bomb has gone off in my emotions and I am left with the burning wreckage. The only thing that gives me relief is female companionship.
I assure you that this is not a joke. I literally am desperate to have a female friend to interact with to spare me this non-stop, intense emotional pain that I am in.
I am willing to remain friends permanently and will not push anyone into a courtship situation but I don't necessarily mind being pushed myself.
I am 49 but youthful, appearing as if in my 30's (see picture below).
I wish to provide caring, fun, empathetic, intelligent & helpful interactions with a decided bent towards holy conversation. I spend alot of time praying which has served to increase my agony.
I believe in the power of social media and that this is the quickest and most efficient way to find the special woman in Saint Mary's that wants to help me and I believe that person does exist.
If you already know me and do not wish to help me, I would ask that you please refrain from mentioning this to people that also know me and would normally have no way of knowing that I made this post. This has not been an easy thing for me to do.FAQS Why would you do such a thing in a parish like Saint Mary's where it is said there are so many factions and "judgmentalism" is rife?
Any derision that I receive due to this post cannot possibly hurt more than my heart does right now anyway.So when your emotional pain eventually heals, you won't be friends anymore?
I enjoy female companionship and will remain friends permanently with whoever wishes to contact me.Why don't you just socialize like a normal person to find your female friend?
I am strongly thinking of auditing every public gathering following Sunday Mass to do just that but I am convinced that this is an even more efficient method. As I said, I believe in the power of social media.This must be a joke.
I assure you, as a faithful Catholic, I am in serious pain and I need relief. Please feel free to share this link with potentially interested parties.
Those that wish to contact me can do so by emailing me: telecruncher77 AT gmail DOT com