The way I see it, this is a war. The enemy is not going to rest. Take a break if you need. I'm exhausted from this whole fight, especially since so, so few up here are even listening.
I was just sent an invitation to the Church Picnic from my mother-in-law. Of course we're not going. This'll be the first year we haven't gone. Last year, Father Bolduc was with us, and I will treasure that one in my memory, but I won't ruin that memory by going to the neoSSPX church picnic.
I refuse to stop fighting though, and will continue to read whatever to keep me informed about what's going on. I understand your fatigue. Wars are not for the faint hearted. Just don't give up the fight.