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I broke celibacy out of wedlock. I haven't slept. I am ashamed. 
I have been alone which is no good excuse. I have entire lives depending on my alert presence which is gone. I have prayed and asked forgiveness and feel myself returning slowly to a state of grace again. 
I have been depressed the past few days and everything culminated. I never want to fall again. 
All I ask is you pray. The whole rack in my closet came down lightly getting a shirt off the hanger. I am a hypocrite, a false teacher, and a scuмbag for being too weak to handle easy responsibility. I will take the harshest punishment available spiritually for this incredible stupidity I have done nothing but warn against ever since discovering it. More than for me, pray for the few people depending on my spiritual clarity, that they may receive it from another source or God themselves. My dear friends, how have I let them down? Curse my being O God. I am irresponsible. I need to prove I deserve responsibility again. I have forgiven myself but it will take time to return back to normal after such a horrible display of selfishness. St. Thomas Aquinas, Jesus, Joseph, St. John of God, Agnes, all of the Saints I've let down.

God allows people to fall into situations like this to humble them and so that they can understand the hardships and falls of others. Call your priest as soon as you can so that you can go to confession and tell your sins to him.

Prayers for you and all involved. 

Don’t get discouraged.  The devil wants you sad and depleted.  We are nothing without God and we are weak creatures.  You’ll go to confession soon, I’m sure.  God loves penitent sinners. Stay humble and remember that you and anyone else on this forum can fell into grievous sins.  So don’t be surprised at this fall and give thanks to God for your contrition for your sins.