So sorry prayers for you this is a very difficult thing not knowing. Sometimes God is testing our loyalties to Him and what He wants is for us to prove that we have complete and total dependence on Him alone.
Book of Job is a great reference for this and a comforting read also.
My own family was in a similar situation years ago when the house we were renting was sold while we were still living there..we were unable to find a place to relocate because we have a large family and Apartment Complexes (which was all we could afford and house rentals were scarce) refused to rent to us because fire codes limit household size. At the the last minute we found a small house in a low income community that the homeowners accidentally posted too early before they had fixed everything, so we had to move in AS IS and it was in MAJOR DISREPAIR. We went from homeless to living in a one bathroom house where the floor was falling in and even the door was missing. The house reeked of rotting food because the people renting before were ‘squatters’ who had unfortunately wrecked the place.
For months we worked with the owners and slowly repaired everything until it was a more suitable place for living.
Within a year of renting there the owners offered us another house of theirs that was larger and more suited to the size of our family..years after renting the bigger house, we bought it from them for an extremely good deal.
I could not have seen the blessings down the road while I poured tears that day after finding out that we really had become
homeless.
I will offer my Rosary for you today