I have been wanting to share this for many years, but have only now obtained permission to share this highly sensitive and personal account of a truly remarkable couple – and even now the conditions of my being permitted to share it require my own anonymity and also the suppression of details pertaining to how and where they met, and also how they came to turn to me for advice, as it is their wish that there be no means of identifying them. They both believe in following the advice in Matthew 6:16 that “And when you fast, be not as the hypocrites, sad. For they disfigure their faces, that they may appear unto men to fast. Amen I say to you, they have received their reward.” and their marriage has been in one very personal and private way like a continual fast.
He had been raised as an ultra-conservative Novus Ordo (didn’t know about traditional Catholics until turning to me) while she had been raised as an anti-Catholic Protestant whose views of the Church had been formed by such books as “Roman Catholicism” by Loraine Boettner and Jack Chick’s publications.
Anyway, despite these severe doctrinal differences there was a powerful connection between them such that they would often get together to discuss these sorts of books and Catholic apologetics books, discussing (at times even arguing) them on retreats, over lunch, and then over dinner, and then late-into-the-night conversations, during which her position towards Catholicism softened to the point she was willing to convert and they had gotten married by his parish priest (Novus Ordo), though her parents did not come.
It was on their wedding night that they discovered that she had a physical defect which prevented her from conceiving children.
It was at this time that the man turned to me, asking what to do. He loved her dearly, but didn’t know if he should stay or leave her or what he should do. My answer to him was that since this was an unconsummated marriage, he could legitimately get an annulment and be free to marry another. But she, now with her condition known, would not have the same freedom. It also occurred to me that this could be a great opportunity for holiness, as there had been saintly couples who, though being married, freely chose and agreed never to avail themselves of the specifically marital prerogatives, including no less that Saints Joseph and Mary, also Saints Valerian and Cecilia, and Saints Henry II of Bavaria and Cunigunde. And there were also those who though married chose to wait for some time before entering into that specifically married way of life, such as Tobias and Sarah (Book of Tobit).
Such was his love for her that he could not abandon her to a life of loneliness, so no annulment for them; they were going to stick it out and make a life and home of it. But now what to do next. Her family unfortunately remain Protestant (although her parents have since softened up a great deal towards Catholicism in view of how extraordinarily well this Catholic young man has loved and stood by their daughter) and such familial circuмstances resulted in her having one last conversation with her former Protestant pastor, who advised [her to commit sin to please her husband].
She was actually ashamed that she could have ever once thought such advice to be acceptable, as he, being quite strictly Catholic-minded in his spirituality, would have nothing to do with this sinful advice. That advice from the Protestant pastor had been for her the final nail in the coffin of her former Protestantism.
For his part, he approached his (Novus ordo) priest for advice, and there the advice was to look into one or another of these various medical approaches, but she would have nothing to do with anything like that because she believed that she was made how God intended her to be and did not wish to insult God as if God had made a mistake in how He built her. The man would have to accept her as she was or she would have to be alone all her life.
Meanwhile through their contact with me they learned of Catholic tradition and the Latin Mass, and joined a traditional Catholic chapel. He also found his former (Novus Ordo) priest’s advice unacceptable as he decided to accept her as she was, and now still is. He had nevertheless been worried about what he would “do” since none of the usual marital prerogatives were available to him and none of the alternatives presented were acceptable to them, and I asked him, well, what did you do all those years when you were single?” His answer was that he had done an excellent job of keeping himself pure all that time, so I told him “just keep doing the same, but now you have a partner to cheer you on and encourage you in continuing the same purity you have already practiced.”
They are still together, still going to the traditional Catholic chapel, and have since adopted several children who truly seem like they could have been their natural children, and remain as much in love as they were when they were still only engaged, but only all the deeper. But until now I have been the only person (beside her parents and doctor) privileged to know of this awesome and truly saintly couple.