To the OP --
You really need to leave the Novus Ordo behind. Completely. Even if that means monthly instead of daily Mass, that is what God wants for you.
It is not humility you are practicing, but PRIDE.
You are NOT stronger than the millions of souls who have lost the Faith since Vatican II. A new religion was started there, which has SOME Catholic trappings, but a lot that is protestant and man-made. It is not of God. They even blasphemously called it "a second pentecost".
Jesus Christ told us to judge a tree by its fruits. This is not 1975 when we "just don't know". We have 52 years of history to look back on. The verdict is in: the fruit is ROTTEN, fetid, putrifying.
Every possible metric you could look at condemns the Conciliar religion with its Novus Ordo Missae: vocations, fervor, morality, Mass attendance, knowledge of the Faith -- all has gone done about 90% since Vatican II. And it's not just "the modern world" to blame, because you don't have that kind of drop in the world of Tradition.
Modern Catholics don't know their Faith. They don't believe in purgatory. They think most/all go to heaven. They downplay the Blessed Virgin Mary and the Rosary. Virtually all of them dress like moderns (immodestly) and live worldly lives. Confession to a priest is a thing of the past. Penance, going without meat or "giving things up", as well as all corporal mortification, is no longer practiced. Virtually all couples practice artificial birth control. They have become de-facto protestants.