What do I do? I live with a mother who believes in using people for money, manipulation, lying to changing a situation and she divorced from my father when I was a child. I had no idea who to trust and it was over financial stuff, infact maybe neither can be trusted.
She is trying to obstruct me from going to church for more than a single day per week(Only allowed to go Sunday) and putting it above materialism/making money, tries to dictate all my life-choices. The priest of my chapel says that parents are the gateway that god has chosen for us and must be adhered to when asked the question of God coming first in everything. Is he right or not?
I've gotten angry and had some arguments with her over not allowing me to go, and I have to admit I 'hate' her for actions. She becomes enraged and prideful at people who show distress/hurtfulness in any form which proves her actions being harmful to them, and its like she has no empathy at all.
I live in Australia and have come face to face with evil ever since I was alive so I really know it exists without a doubt. I hate evil, I want to fight and defeat it someday or atleast deal a massive blow to it while alive. I never want evil or sin to make us suffer again and I get angry at anything evil for whatever reasons in society like that of which promotes Darwinian values.