I used to buy lottery tickets a few times a month, sometimes more, until one day about 8 or 10 years ago it hit me - God does not want me to win big, to build a Church or two, to fund trad projects, to help my family, needy members of my chapel and others and so on. God does not want me to do those things, nope, He wants to do things His way. Period.
So since then, I have only bought a very few over the years for birthday gifts or some such thing, but for me, it simply is not in the cards - and I kinda enjoy that He prefers to do things His way. Everything will end up a whole lot better that way.