Pray an act of contrition immediately then call a Traditional Catholic priest immediately. Get together with him asap. Ask him to exorcise you. Don't even bother asking a Novus Ordo priest to do this. They are not ordained exorcists unless they're older and even then, they may not even do them anymore. Seek out a Traditional Catholic priest. If you don't know one in your area go to
www.traditio.com and look up the directory.
Pray the Rosary as often as possible and absolutely every day.
Say Hail Mary's all day every day all day long and short prayers such as My Jesus Mercy, May help me. Jesus, Mary and St. Joseph pray for me. Mary my mother, pray for me (you get the idea......).
Pray your act of contrition and a Hail Mary every time you are tempted to fall into sin again. Yes, of course God can and will forgive any sin if you are contrite, ask for forgiveness and go to confession ASAP. Do not delay, Run to confession. Don't fall for the devil's favorite trick. The devil wants you to lose your trust in God's mercy and give up. He will do his best to keep you from praying to Our Lady or calling a priest. Rely on Mary your mother. Pray constantly to Her, trust in Her and read the Gories of Mary. You will read many stories just like yours and happy outcomes for those who prayed to Our Lady! Pray for the vitue of hope & perseverance in prayer.
When you see a priest, ask him if he has a copy of the Glories of Mary or order it through Amazon (click the link at the top of any page on this website.)
Come back here and let us know that you've contacted a Traditonal Catholic priest.
We'll be praying for you.
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