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« on: February 06, 2017, 07:14:04 PM »
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  • “I feel I don't deserve to be alive”




    First of all:  Please read The Wanderer, a Catholic news source that gives you news that the cable news media—including Fox—will not provide.



    “I feel I don't deserve to be alive”


    I know a victim of egregious child abuse who says the same thing. But I now bring up the story of someone who said this who survived a “pregnancy reduction” (which is done when there are multiple pregnancies, often the result of in-vitro fertilization).

    What an awful way to feel...


    Here is what Brian Clowes of The Wanderer says:


    “How can a mother explain to a child.. that he... is only alive because she wanted and valued [him, momentarily]? How can a mother restore the feeling of self-worth in a child who suddenly realizes [she was not] assigned... intrinsic value of [her] own—[but was] a mere possession that could be kept or discarded, like a toaster or an old, frayed coat?

    [This is seen by the survivor as a] “narrow escape.”

    [The author writes of] “... children who... just by chance are still alive because they happened to be in [a certain] random position when the [deadly needle was aimed at the womb]? What sorrow will they feel when they realize that their sibling(s) died in order to preserve their own life?”

    Me:

    Maybe the reason abortions have decreased somewhat dramatically in the last few years has to do with this kind of survivor guilty syndrome. The child grows up and wonders about such things... and often is attracted to the pro-life movement as a result. I heard that the number of abortions has decreased by something like 14% since the early 70s.  

    Thank God for pro-life people and their dedicated work! And I actually thought maybe things were hopeless!

    I think I will give my “church money” to a pro-life group this time.












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    « Reply #1 on: February 06, 2017, 07:26:51 PM »
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  • Abortions have not decreased.  What has decreased is the definition of abortion.
    We have injections and by definition that is of Planned Parenthood, it is contraceptive, like the Morning After, that is not abortion to PP, but contraceptive. So, less surgical abortions.  See??!  And we have more infertility, and why or how??  Vaccinations?  Gene mutation.

    I can tell you this, very  young women are having the swallow the pill (s) or injections for abortion and it is so bad, it can kill, lupus, heart attacks and infertility.  The injection is like taking 2-3 years worth of contraceptive pills in one shot, swallow!

    So, If Trump says that our taxpayer money will not support abortion, it could very well be right, IF abortion definition is , well, you figure.


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    « Reply #2 on: February 06, 2017, 07:32:18 PM »
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  • Give money to pro-life groups?  Think again!  HLI for one(human life international) and it was Judy Brown, tell the world how nice and pro-life new order bishops and clergy are.  How nasty is that!  We know that catholic charities and such give to abortion and the dioceses knows very darn well that charities and program are supporting abortion.  Go figure, what a vicious circle of death!!  Lifesitenews does the same thing.  They will tell you the charities support abortion and then they will turn around and say how nice certain bishops are or how pro-life they are.  Truth is ALL dioceses are Marxist, ALL support gov't and State and Federal. They all receive $$ from grants, it is in their newspapers.

    When the dioceses supports gov't and state and not for the saving of souls, you have Bolsheivik communism!!  

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    « Reply #3 on: February 06, 2017, 08:16:13 PM »
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  • Most dioceses are associated with United Way which is affiliated with Planned Parenthood.

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    I feel I dont deserve to be alive
    « Reply #4 on: February 07, 2017, 01:35:52 PM »
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  • That is correct.


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    « Reply #5 on: February 07, 2017, 06:43:37 PM »
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    Abortions have not decreased.  What has decreased is the definition of abortion.
    We have injections and by definition that is of Planned Parenthood, it is contraceptive, like the Morning After, that is not abortion to PP, but contraceptive. So, less surgical abortions.  See??!  And we have more infertility, and why or how??  Vaccinations?  Gene mutation.

    I can tell you this, very  young women are having the swallow the pill (s) or injections for abortion and it is so bad, it can kill, lupus, heart attacks and infertility.  The injection is like taking 2-3 years worth of contraceptive pills in one shot, swallow!

    So, If Trump says that our taxpayer money will not support abortion, it could very well be right, IF abortion definition is , well, you figure.


    sorry but i don't see where this makes a lot of sense.

    maybe surgical abortions had decreased.. and possibly not the pill kind RU486

    but in any case, it just stands to reason that the more people know about the dangers of abortion to women (post abortion syndrome) and the hideous way the child dies

    the less abortions

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    « Reply #6 on: February 07, 2017, 06:46:09 PM »
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    Give money to pro-life groups?  Think again!  HLI for one(human life international) and it was Judy Brown, tell the world how nice and pro-life new order bishops and clergy are.  How nasty is that!  We know that catholic charities and such give to abortion and the dioceses knows very darn well that charities and program are supporting abortion.  Go figure, what a vicious circle of death!!  Lifesitenews does the same thing.  They will tell you the charities support abortion and then they will turn around and say how nice certain bishops are or how pro-life they are.  Truth is ALL dioceses are Marxist, ALL support gov't and State and Federal. They all receive $$ from grants, it is in their newspapers.

    When the dioceses supports gov't and state and not for the saving of souls, you have Bolsheivik communism!!  


    all?

    That's over the top, to say ALL

    and you give absolutely NO proof. Show me the money trail.

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    « Reply #7 on: February 07, 2017, 06:47:13 PM »
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    That is correct.
    i gave up giving money to the Church (4 the most part) a long time ago

    i sometimes wonder if ANYONE is a Christian. True, i don't socialize much, but.. hey, that's why i don't socialize.. so few serious christians


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    « Reply #8 on: February 07, 2017, 10:22:07 PM »
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    That is correct.
    i gave up giving money to the Church (4 the most part) a long time ago

    i sometimes wonder if ANYONE is a Christian. True, i don't socialize much, but.. hey, that's why i don't socialize.. so few serious christians


    I know what you mean and how you feel, because I have been there and had my mind and heart destroyed (well, it feels that way sometimes,) but this way of thinking is unhealthy and un-Catholic. We cant make friends or find like-minded indeviduals if we dont look for them. Growing up, I spent my life waiting for some one to try and make friends with me, there were one or two people who did try but because of circuмstances it never happened. As I look back and around the present, any friends or relations out-side of my siblings is made by being the one to go to them and not too much the other way around.

    I think (from observation) we "Christians" are a rather self-sorry bunch, if we are very Orthodox/Traditional and serius about our Faith, we become depressed that other people are so immoral and/or don't  like or understand us that we just shut ourselves away from other people. What we need is to practice HOPE, that there will be conversions, that there will be friends, that we will find others who we can look up to. I myself suffer from this disease of little Hope from time to time, and it seems to be chronic in a number of Trads. But, to get to Heaven we need Faith, HOPE, and Charity. We have to be the people we needed as role models growing up, in consideration for the next generation. Yes, it hurts like Hell but if it is not us, then who? If not now, when?

    We must believe that good things happen because of our prayers and that thay SHALL happen in the future, even if we don't live to see it, like with the Cure of Ars and that one bad man who did not want to convert.

    Faith and Hope are things that can and do come from the will, and God shall also give them to you if you ask and try to make the jump! We must tell God every day "Most Holy Trinity, Father, Son, and Holy Ghost, I believe, I adore, I Hope, and I Love Thee," even if we don't feel like we do. It is partly about whether we want to or not and if we decide we do (and then if we do anything about it). And if we continually insist that nothing good is coming in the future (at least in a spiritual sense) then we are not being good Catholics because without Hope what good is our Faith? And without Faith we have nothing to Hope for. Faith should beget Hope and vice-versa and the two together should bring forth Charity. Therefore, it is wrong to shut ourselves away from others if we are true Christians because if we really have Faith, then we have Hope, and if we truly have Hope, then out of Charity we must go out and share it with all who will partake even if 99% of folks dont want to hear it! If a group does not want to hear religious parlance they can always ask you to leave, just remember to pray for them.

    I admittedly still don't have any others to socialize with on a regular basis but, there is no reason to be gloomy about it like I used to and say "this situation has persisted so long in my life it is never going to change!" That is not hopeful or healthy.
    Many people say "For the Honor and Glory of God!" but, what they should say is "For the Love, Glory and Honor of God". - Fr. Paul of Moll

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    « Reply #9 on: February 09, 2017, 07:06:12 PM »
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    I admittedly still don't have any others to socialize with on a regular basis but, there is no reason to be gloomy about it like I used to and say "this situation has persisted so long in my life it is never going to change!" That is not hopeful or healthy.
    thank you for you inspiring words.

    i didn't mean to come across as gloomy! I have accepted my fate, namely that i will never have many friends, human ones. on ewtn Mass today, the priest spoke of how God made us for communion and it is not good for man to be alone.

    Well, some of us have no choice.. to speak of. I will consider your words, though.. and try to reach out to others, which of course i have tried b4.. but, well... long story

    I guess .. now that i think about it.. i have gotten to that point where i just feel it is too much trouble and inconvenience to try to reach out and make friends.. much easier to stay to myself. Then again, Jesus told us the easy way can lead to Hell...

    but then again, we are told to stay away from unbelievers... and as you say, there are so few who u/stand us "radical" traditionalists. I dont go to a trad Church b/c none in my area, but i definitely would if i had a chance and prefer those kinds of Masses.

    anyway, t hanks