I prayed over the bible, I asked God to speak to me.
He showed me jeremiah 14 saying he will not forgive me, I've pushedhim too far with my sin. That I blame false prophets for my sins, which I have done. That he is about to destroy us all and I should await this.
Yeah, it's more like Satan showed you this, not God. I told you on the other thread to many up and stop obsessing about yourself. Worry about loving and pleasing God, and your role in all of it will be taken care of.