I briefly remember when I was a child, I was very outgoing, totally a leader among the children and enjoyed being the center of attention. As I grew up I just became more and more indifferent to people, mostly because I don't find things that interest me at all in most people today. I just don't care. I don't care about the things, the celebrity, the TV and all that they like unless I actually enjoy it. And at this point I already don't see any point in talking with people at all. And ever since I became a catholic, I forced myself to be social, warm and friendly to people, but to be honest a lot of time I don't even want to spare a second look at most of the people and I don't even see the meaning of having a social connection with them. Someone told me "you can't live with only catholic friends". I know it's probably true. And I know it's probably against charity for me to rather live in solitude. Worst of all, I don't even like some of the catholics that I befriend and I don't even like children or babies. What can I do?