Are you telling me you lack the natural repulsion for such a thing, so much so you can look for loop-holes in order to attend? I'd do just about anything to be anywhere else than attend and be forced to witness such a disgusting thing.

So you aint gonna see your family or be invited over for the holidays; big deal. From now on you'll save a ton of money on buying gifts and greeting cards, and what's the point of going over for family dinner if you'll have to eat it while something more repulsive than a rotting coyote corpse is seated at the table. I don't know, maybe you have a strong stomach.  

In any case, nobody is forcing you at gunpoint here to compromise your Faith.

Grow a spine and be a man.