Update: we got to sit at a table and with my relative being more or less on my side coming from a secular angle (nothing wrong with children wanting independence) I think she accepted the fact that I will not have her in my place. It didn't happen too peacefully, but it wasn't too bad either. In the middle of her accusation I walked away and my relative remained there to let her rant and console her. And it's interesting that I never was even sure what I've been experiencing in my whole life is called abuse, I thought about maybe it's just my own failure, until yesterday I started to look into it on and someone sent me this website(from secular angle of course) and learnt this new term "narcissistic" and wow, it is a real thing and what happened to me is exactly like that.
It's hard to explain what's so bad about your narcissistic parent when they have such a carefully crafted facade they show to the outside world. So whenever you mention their abuse, you might be met with skepticism, criticism, or counterproductive advice.
This might make you question whether you have the right to feel the way you do, reinforcing the belief that maybe it's your problem. Due to the backlash, you might have trouble opening up to people in fear that you'll be met with similar responses.
https://hopefulpanda.com/narcissistic-abuse-and-effects/Truly for my whole life I was never able to get help from anyone or even thought I should get help because of these tactics she used.
Anyway, it seems like new year new start for me and there's hope again, even though in the whole family circle and for everyone she knows my name may stink for the rest of my life as I expected with her continuing playing victim and accusing me of wronging her. At least God knows what's been really going on.